my feet are SOOO cold. i don't know what to do.
today, for the first time in my life that i can remember, i sneezed 3 times in a row! it was so weird. that may seem dumb but ive always wanted to be one of those people that sneezed like 5 times in a row.
i cant wait til plans with this apartment start getting finalized. unless a certain SOMEONE decides to buy a car instead...hmm........
i'm tired of this fat. i need to lose about....let me calculate. 15 pounds. that would be SOO wonderful. if only i could do it. its like....im not a hepher, but im not skinny. it sucks.
im ready for the weekend!
getting drunk and going to bellarmine dances??? sounds great to me.

You're Beautiful-James Blunt

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

wonderful song..you must listen to it. he has a really cool voice.
i'm actually like almost sad right now. i want to be with this guy that i've been hanging out with lately...like sooo bad. but it just won't work, because we've already gotten past that point. i hate the reputation that i've voluntarily given myself. i don't need a relationship right now, and i'm not looking for one, but i want to be with him. that's all i really seem to want lately. i'll have to get over it though..i had to do that with him years ago so i can do it again.